i got my ppl eventually

i eventually passed my flight test and got my ppl, first license of my aviation career.

should be very happy.

but i was not happy at all. i thought i would be very happy. i thought i could talk to the girl that i like about it. but turn out, i could not even talk to her for more than 30 mins. i was upset. she was talking to my close frd.

i mean it's a very special day for me, 24 mar. she knows that, my close frds knows that. but eventually they did not hang up even b4 i slept. i won't blame on my close frd. they have been known for a long time. i was just upset, unhappy. coz, for a whole life, there's only one specific day u will do the flight test through your life, that's on 24 mar, no more unless i renew my license. And it's passed already. what can i do?

And it's quite sad that they all forgot my bday. i did not expect them to give me gifts whatever, but at least send me e-mails, sms. we have been frds for more than 3 years. i remember their bdays, i gave gifts to them, i planned their bday parties. and turn out, they forgot my bday. am i a real frd of them? that become a question bothering me all the time.

people would think i am "small air" but i just want to know whether we are frds or not.

sigh!!the reason why i write these here but not xanga coz they will read it. i don't want to say something about my unhappiness. and i can't tell my parents coz they will worry. the only way i can express my feeling is here. thz, yahoo blog, allowing me an opportunity to say what i want to say.

maybe i expected too much. the more you expected,the more the upset feeling u will receive eventually.

anywayz, to whom who read this, thz for your patient, thz for your time.

i will share more pics later.

take care